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Hello guys, the last time I wrote a journal was like 5 months ago. To be honest I'm getting really bored of deviantART. I just never check it, and my messages pile up and then I just delete them. I haven't really been writing very much lately. I started a new book but I'm pretty sure I'm not going to post it so I wont talk about it. I don't know if I will continue The Glory, I probably will but I don't know if I will post it anymore. Nobody reads it, I think I might just make it something fun for me. Plus I've been talking to a bunch of people who say it's not very safe to post literature on dA. I know nobody would steal my shitty works but I do want to make a career out of my writing in the future so I just have to be careful. I really wish I could get into dA again. I have so many good memories on the site, and I have met so many awesome friends, and also got closer with my friends in real life. I'm just being honest that I'm not really feeling dA anymore. Now don't worry I'm not deleting my account or anything. I'm just giving you guys a heads up that I wont be on very much. I probably will log in every once in a while to see people's stuff, respond to messages, and post some photography. If you guys want to see me more often and continue to see my creativity then you should follow my Tumblr. It's but I have been more active on my creepy blog recently which is I have like no followers but it's so fun for me. I have really been into really creepy and morbid art recently, so I love re-blogging all of the beautiful and interesting works I see. I might be a little late to jump on the Tumblr bandwagon but I am going to jump on it anyways. I'm pretty active on there. If you follow me I will most likely follow you back especially if you are into creepy art as I am.

Anyways I'm still going to be here don't worry, just not as much. So update time. I'm now in grade 12 (yay I almost get to ascend the stairs from Hell). Honestly out of all my years in high school this year is the laziest and the least amount of work I have ever done. This should be my year to get my shit together for university. Nope. I literally never do homework, I usually just watch horror films from when I get home to when I go to bed. And at school when I should be paying attention I'm listening to music, drawing on the desk, reading, or on Tumblr. Especially in history class. He makes us do assignments that don't count towards our grade they just are to make sure we understand and are learning. I haven't handed in any of them. I have handed in so many things late. My school got a new policy where the teachers can't give you late marks. I'm abusing that so much. I have so many things I haven't done piling up. An English assignment (which I honestly probably will never do). I have multiple history things, and a biology lab. It's pretty ridiculous. I'm not getting bad marks but I'm not getting good ones. At the rate this is going I will barely squeak past into university. I don't know if I'm okay. In some aspects I'm getting so much better, especially with my social anxiety. I'm still pretty awkward and anxious but not nearly as bad. I actually kind of feel confident now. I actually spend time on my appearance now and it feels good. I ditched my "friends" for good finally. They just did not deserve me as a friend because they didn't pay any attention to me. It was almost like deja vu because I just got out of the kind of relationship like 2 years ago. But now things are good in the friend department. I eat lunch alone a lot but that's okay! I like it. I have time to read and write, time to listen to music, go on tumblr and work on homework. It feels so good to just be alone and not have to worrying about trying to keep up a friendship with people who will never put in the same amount of effort that I do. Taking a step back and realizing I deserve better, that it's okay to sit alone at lunch really helped me overcome some social anxiety. I used to be afraid of what people would think when they saw me sitting all alone at lunch, but now I don't care, I'm peaceful, content.

Although I'm not all alone on the friend front. I have become closer with my friend Ala, I have become friends with her friends, and I have even made some friends in my classes that I used to be lonely in. I don't really feel as lonely at school as I was. The same cannot be said for how I feel at home. I feel sad and a little lonely at home. I also feel kind of scared, I feel like I'm actually going a bit insane, and the fear of me going insane is actually making me go insane. If that makes any sense at all.

Oh and also I got a bearded dragon! I love him so much he is so cute. I named him Bilbo Dragons :XD: He makes me a lot less lonely I cuddle with him all the time. One might think it weird, snuggling with a lizard but it's pretty cute. Last night I was lying in bed and I felt really sad and I got him out of his cage and laid down with him in my bed and I started to feel better. I never really understood how much love gets invested in pets. Oh and I don't think I said this, I quit my job in like August. I really don't feel like reliving it by typing it. Lets just say it didn't end too well and I'm never going to show my face there again not even to buy groceries.

Well that's about it. I'll talk to you guys later. And hopefully I see some of you on Tumblr. :D
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Avatar
  • Reading: Life After Death by Damien Echols
  • Watching: Silent Hill
  • Playing: Dead Space
  • Eating: Soon to be poutine
  • Drinking: Iced coffee


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I live in Canada, and I absolutely love my country. I am a photographer but only an amateur, it's a very big hobby of mine. All of my photos are raw and natural, I do not believe in editing photos, because then the real beauty of what you are taking a picture of is lost and fake. I am also a writer, although I'm still improving. I also love history and know a lot about all kinds of historical events and eras.

Here are some facts about me:

1. I love nature and I love being outside.

2. I like road trips for some reason, and I love to stick my head out the car window, kind of like a dog.

3. I love history, I watch the History Channel all the time. And annoy everyone with all the facts about pasts eras and events. The eras I like the most in order are Medieval Times, Ancient Greece, Ancient Egypt, Ancient Rome, World War 1 and 2, and I also like the history of the Aztec Warriors in Ancient Mexico. I hope to go to University for history and write historical fiction books. Historical Fiction is when you take events, eras, and situations from the past and make up your own characters and story line.

4. I love music, well I actually hate most kinds of music I only listen to Metal, Heavy Metal, Folk Metal, Melodic Death Metal and Death Metal, Black Metal, Hard Rock, Rock, Grunge, Post Grunge, and I also like 80s metal and rock. My top favourite bands are Five Finger Death Punch, Disturbed, and Avenged Sevenfold. I know a lot about these genres. If you want a good band to listen to just let me know and I'll make some suggestions.

5. I play the drums, and love to play double base. I don't have a band and perhaps that's because I'm shy about my talent only my family and drumming teacher have heard me play. I hope to over come my shyness and be able to play in a metal band one day.

5. I like to write but I do need to improve a lot. I'm currently writing a book called "The Glory" which I started in 9th grade.

6. I love to watch the UFC with my older brother and my dad. I also like the reality T.V show The Ultimate Fighter, where fighters compete to get into the UFC.

7. I like video games like The Elder Scrolls series, Call of Duty, Halo, Fallout series, Dragons Age, Bio-Shock, Assassins Creed, and many others. And I prefer playing them on the X-box 360 even though I do have a Play Station 3, and a Wii.

8. I love to read I enjoy reading History books, and Fantasy Novels. And no Fantasy is not like Romance Fantasies, it's more like Lord of The Rings, with goblins, ogres, magic, wizards and stuff like that, and the story is usually based in Medieval Times. I also like Military Novels.

9. I enjoy archery and love to run around out side practicing on my little archery range. I don't know why but it makes me feel like i'm in Medieval Times (Lol I sound insane).

10. I'm pretty tall I'm 5'10"

11. My favourite animals are: #1 Ostrich and #2 Bison! :D

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BartonDH Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday Cydnie , i hope you have a great day :D
R9A Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2014
Happy Birthday! Cake 
davidmichaelwright Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014   Traditional Artist

Thankyou very much for the favourite - appreciate it.

David Sociable plz 
fictograph Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Professional Filmographer
Thank you so much for the fave on my piece of Alina Starkov.  I've been so obsessed with the Grisha Trilogy since Ruin and Rising came out.  You can see my other fan art for the series on my Tumblr!
Abizaga Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014
Thanks so much for the llama! :D Have one, in return!
Grumpol Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! And thanks! :D
Abizaga Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014
You're also welcome! :D
Yami-Sajic Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
So I was just doing a little midnight snooping to catch up on anything I've missed, and I happened to notice your webcam image for the first time today.

Pure gold. 
Grumpol Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hahaha I know I thought it was so funny! :D
Berytak Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving my work! :D
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