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So last journal I said how I was going to post a chapter of "The Glory" every Thursday but I haven't even posted a single chapter since then and it was like two months ago. Yeah... I'm really sorry about that I guess writing is just something that comes naturally and to try and force myself into writing for a deadline isn't working. This time I wont promise anything because I never ever do what I say when it comes to deviantART. But hopefully I can post the 11th chapter soon... maybe... probably. I have kind of eased off of my hobby of photography for I haven't gone out to take pictures in forever. I don't even know what the heck I've been doing these past few months because I haven't posted anything. I don't know what happened I used to be so obsessed with dA but the past two years I have just been on and off and I don't know I to get back into the rhythm of dA.
Well the second semester of grade 11 started about a week ago and this semester is so much easier than last semester which makes me happy. A sucky thing though is that I'm a huge loner in 4 out of my 5 classes. My classes are; History, grade 12 level Math, Creative Writing, Business and Social Tech, and Guitar. I used to have friends in all of my classes except History but they literally all dropped out except my friends in Business. So school is pretty lonely I guess, for some reason I'm actually kind of enjoy being alone so much. It lets me listen to my music without my friends trying to talk to me, it allows me to read a lot more, and it allows me to actually get my work done. I don't know but I feel content with being alone so much. I like my classes especially Creative Writing. We basically write stories and poems and its so much fun. Hopefully because I'm taking Creative Writing I can maybe get back into the writing rhythm. Last semester was really stressful and now I'm starting to think it was because I had to many hard classes because I'm pretty much fine.
So I just wanted to give an update about where I am. I still am pretty depressed but it has gotten a little better recently. Anyways I hope anyone reading this has a great weekend. And to any Walking Dead fans like myself happy Sunday!!
Let's be honest
Hello guys, the last time I wrote a journal was like 5 months ago. To be honest I'm getting really bored of deviantART. I just never check it, and my messages pile up and then I just delete them. I haven't really been writing very much lately. I started a new book but I'm pretty sure I'm not going to post it so I wont talk about it. I don't know if I will continue The Glory, I probably will but I don't know if I will post it anymore. Nobody reads it, I think I might just make it something fun for me. Plus I've been talking to a bunch of people who say it's not very safe to post literature on dA. I know nobody would steal my shitty works but I
How my job is going and how I'm feeling
These past two weeks have been pretty eventful. The first week you all now I started my new job. I actually forgot to mention this in my last journal I am working at a grocery store. The fist week was just training and it was exhausting. For 4 days I would go to school, walk home get ready for work, go to work, then get home and go to bed. I had no time to do anything and I was completely exhausted. Training was okay actually it was really good. I quickly made a friend who is actually really cool. I know it sounds stupid but I was so proud of myself that day because I was the one who initiated the first conversation. I was also able to speak
Updates on my health and work
So hello, how is everyone. I am doing alright I suppose. There is a lot of things that have happened these past few weeks good things and bad. First and for most, I told my friends how I felt about them leaving me out. To be honest most of them didn't really care but a few did and apologized. So they are trying harder, I can still see I will never fit in but it shall do. At least I know I have a few people I can count on.
Also I must address my journal I wrote a while ago when I said I had ADD. So it turns out I actually probably don't have ADD. I don't think they know yet and neither do I. I started going to a therapist to help me out to fi
May Update
Hello everyone! The month of April was quite awful for me, but ah well. I have been spending a lot of time on The Glory so that's good. I have had lots of free time to write lately and I have been using it to my advantage. So I will be writing Chapter 14 soon. I've just been really excited to write lately and I hope it continues. I also recently went to a poetry club meeting, and I think I'm going to go back frequently and get help and feedback on my poetry so I can post better quality for you guys. I was the youngest in the group, most were in their 20's there was one guy who was probably in his 60's. But they were all very supportive and ni
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Take your time, there's no need to rush anything. the ideas will come back eventually. i have the same problem really, sometimes i don't draw anything for over a month and then suddenly tons of ideas come from out of nowhere. besides, if you force yourself to do so the result normally isn't as good as when you enjoyed doing it (i talk out of experience here). also, good luck on your classes! 